Well, to tell about us. My wife had a Tubal Ligation at the early age of  20. We decided during her pregnancy with Jordan that she would have a TL.  (We) more I thought that I needed to control the number of children we had. I  felt two children in 4 years was plenty. I thought financially that was all  we could afford. I remember the day our second son was born. The doctor
delivered him c-section and look at me and Victoria and said "Are you sure  this is what you want?" she has 20 years of childbirth left. I said yes and my wife said after looking at me yes.  At that time we committed a horrible thing a "SIN". For my iniquities are gone over my head; As a heavy burden they weigh too much for me. Psalms 38:4.

  A few years after that, about 4, I gave my heart fully over to the Lord. I  was washed in his blood. I realized at that time I was confessing the sin of  my wife's Tubal. One of many I needed forgiveness for.  I could not understand at the time why that burden was heavy on my heart. I remember  crying out to the Lord. " If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.  I John 1:9."  After that I went to my wife for forgiveness not only did I take something from God but also my wife. She just looked at me and smiled  and said there is nothing to forgive. I felt even worse then because she didn't hate me after what I was set on having her do. She has been walking with the Lord longer than me I guess she was just waiting for me to catch up.
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 A few more years went by probably 1996 or 1997 I attended a Promise Keepers service at Alltel Stadium in Jacksonville Florida. We were living in Florida at the time. The service dealt a lot with families wives and Children. From  then on the conviction that the Holy Spirit had been dealing with me began to  get stronger and stronger. So at that time I told my wife no matter what it took when God provided a way for us we would have a Tubal reversal and give back to God the complete control of our lives. That the Lord would decide  from now on how many children we would have.
"O' Lord Your are my God; I will exalt You, I will give thanks to Your name';  For you have worked wonders. Plans formed long ago with perfect faithfulness.  Isaiah 25:1"

  So in closing we can't change the past but thank God he died for our sins.  I thank God he is such a forgiving God. We also thank God for each and everyone in this ministry. We pray daily for everyone in here that God have his will in their life. That he guilds and protects everyone in their walk with him. We cannot express enough that through this ministry we can make my
wife whole again. "Or do you not know that your body is a temple to the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and that you are not your own.  I Corinthians 6:19

  We are so glad we were accepted for the reversal fund. We could not  believe that when we were accepted ...in June we were 5 or 6 in line.  Now it is our turn. It is a dream come true. God is such a awesome God. He does move mountains.
 
 

Kevin and Victoria Browning.