I got online one day approximately 2
years ago and typed in Tubal Ligation reversal, I ran into
Blessed Arrows, read a few testimonies and was convinced I
needed to know more. I knew this was a gift from God, I
knew there just had to be a way to have a reversal. I was
told by my doctor who performed the surgery that is wasn't
reversible and my decision must be
firm. After reading a few testimonies, I then realized what
I had done, sinning I mean, "wow" I had never thought of it
that way, but it was making sense to me, perfect sense.
My husband and I are seeking a reversal after 8
years. I knew from the day of the operation while crying on
the hospital operating table that I was going to regret
this, and it took a few years to sink in exactly how true
this was. I do regret it, mostly because we have committed
our lives to Christ with a desire to be in the will of God
always. We were convicted
over this sin of "playing God" and tying my tubes. My
husband wasn't my husband when I did this 8 years ago. I
had my children with a man out of wedlock, he and his mother
are very controlling and she did do a lot for the children
(she purchased a good bit of there clothing and provided
rides to the doctor and came and took our laundry when we
had no washer and dryer, so I felt indebted to her forever
because after all my very on family wouldn't lift a finger
to help) she said when I was pregnant with Dominic that I
should consider a Tubal Ligation, I willingly agreed because
it meant so much to her and she was there for me. After 3
more years with this guy and his mother I finally "got it"
that he never intended to marry me, and even if he did ,
she would have nothing to do with it. I had no choice, I
knew I was living in sin with him and it had to stop, Oh boy
did he ever laugh at me for that one. Plus our relationship
had soured by this point also.
I married my husband , it will be 5 years ago in
September. He has no children and is great with mine, he
would love to have the experiences of being a new daddy. We
do plan to go to Dr. Perez as many of the other families
have chosen to do. We believe he is God's choice for us.
Although originally we did chose Dr. Berger because he
seemed to be a excellent
choice as well, after prayer and talking it over, my dh and
I decided Dr. Perez would be the better choice.
Bob and Jan Kroll
Jessica 16, Katy 13, Zack 11, and Dominic 8
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